Life for which I crave...

The life for which I crave..
Will be better than being stuck in dark cave...
On the walls I am looking for a hole ..
from which I can see the outside world ..
and the light enlightens my soul ..
I wonder how living in the mountains feel ..
instead of living inside the structures of steel...
smell the flowers, under the vast blue sky..
watch the sun rise and the day go by...
staring at the sky all night ..
forming the images in your mind ..
by arranging the stars shining bright...
U feel like stars are there for a reason..
they tell you a story when
they move around with the season..
A leaf in the river that by itself rows
observing the sparkling water as the river flows..
the wind flowing kissing and hugging your hair ..
spellbound you are, the sight is so rare..
getting wet in the rain..
washes away all your pain..
living on the food being offered by mother earth..
trust me .. This kind of life has its worth...
You lose the value of the gold ..
day by day as you grow old ..
the only thing matters is the memories..
collect them through out your youth..
let go of the tension and worries...

Their Love

It was by chance that they first talked...
It was then he knew ..
that girl will be the one among the few ..
By whom his world will be rocked ..
He was left spell bound and shocked..
her voice gave him the sensation..
like sweetest melodies played in succession..
As flowers wait to blossom for spring ..
He kept waiting for her ring ..
Days passed by like years..
and then came the fall..
That angel came back in to his barren life .
to shower seeds of love and make them ripe..
This time he was not going to let her go ...
They cherished every moment together ..
and time went by smootly as river flow ...
The two lovers used to meet near the lake..
There was only love in their hearts ..
Their feelings were pure .. nothing was fake.
The couple had their first date..
after an endless wait
Both felt a bit uncomfortable at first..
soon they developed mutual trust..
they shared each and everything ..
but relentless time flew with its wing..
soon came the moment of separation ..
they had nothing but aspiration
Watching the sunset
they took this pledge.. to never upset
This thing that they had going..
They didnt know what god had in mind..
their castle of love was crushed ..
by the ruthless blows as the twister wind..
the castle of sand that they built on beach..
the love they had .. now was out of their reach.
they signed a contract with destiny..
which destiny itself had to breach..
the lovers went their separate ways..
like all fairy tales .. this one also had its happy days ..
but sad was the ending ..
the desire for love in their hearts ..
still unfulfilled and pending ..

Alone

Life is not what its used to be like ..
when the sky used to be clear and the sun shone bright...
Now the clouds have covered all hopes..
I have lost control over my brain lobes..
In despair I look back in to my past....
those good times flash before my eyes ...
I drown in the sea of memories ... thats so vast...
I wish the choices that I made could be undone..
Trapped in this cage... I cant move and cant run..
like a bird with no feather.
only dreaming to breakthrough and fly..
I see my dreams shatter
Everytime I try . ..
Is this a nightmare...
wake me if you really care ...
I want this to end...
I want my life to mend..
These clouds of disappointment to ascend...
i want to live my life again ...
Looking at me .. these clouds are crying ...
And tears are falling as rain ..
I dont want them to sob and moan...
I am better off alone ..