Alone

Life is not what its used to be like ..
when the sky used to be clear and the sun shone bright...
Now the clouds have covered all hopes..
I have lost control over my brain lobes..
In despair I look back in to my past....
those good times flash before my eyes ...
I drown in the sea of memories ... thats so vast...
I wish the choices that I made could be undone..
Trapped in this cage... I cant move and cant run..
like a bird with no feather.
only dreaming to breakthrough and fly..
I see my dreams shatter
Everytime I try . ..
Is this a nightmare...
wake me if you really care ...
I want this to end...
I want my life to mend..
These clouds of disappointment to ascend...
i want to live my life again ...
Looking at me .. these clouds are crying ...
And tears are falling as rain ..
I dont want them to sob and moan...
I am better off alone ..